Asperations
Like snakes in a can, I long to launch into
the heavens, shocking all who see me.
But instead, I lie
stuck in a tar called sorrow.
I fear the thought
of future has us losing our mindfulness of today.
My heart aces for
those around me.
I wish to see all
of you waking into your greatest success, but bondage lies in your wake due to
your feeling of hopelessness.
Hmm…
Hopelessness,
A man I’m well
acquainted with.
My mind is always
racing.
Going forward and
back like a train, or rising and falling like the moon.
When I'm awake, I
find myself stuck in a cycle that was crafted for me.
Aspirations built
by Passion, yet Fear is the conductor, and he only sees the way in or out.
Incapable of turning or making a change.
Most days I have no
problem with him. His cycles... they bring comfort. The kind that warms you
like hot tea down a cold gullet.
Unlike Passion.
That bastard,
That bastard taunts
me... he is always there shaking an idea in the air likes its today’s hottest
news.
He requires Fear to
swap his seat with Confidence; a man I am far from familiar with during this
wake.
He has ever been the mountain in the distance.
Though…
It’s a different
story in my sleep.
There, I am a different man.
I embrace Passion and
Confidence like we are brothers, accomplishing all I desire. There is nothing
we can’t concur.
One day, I may
never wake. I may find myself with Confidence in the conductor’s seat, leading
me to my greatest aspirations.
That will be it.
That's when I can
launch like snakes from a can.